I think of you and my anger grows even more

A sea of wasted feeling and precious time is all I have from you

Hurt by the things you said and did to me

The things you don't think I hear or see

I always find out

They always come back to me

All of the empty gaps in me heart from you alone

Could fill an entire ocean

Things that are said to each of us

We don't even know what to say anymore

And there’s nothing better to do than look the other way

All we do is tell lies to each other

Nothings worth anything anymore

All anything really dose with you

 Is tear me up inside

My empty soul is screaming out

Fighting against everything I have

All the love and hate

It's pulling us away from each other

We grow so far away now that

I'm the moon, you’re the ocean

We grow farther and farther apart

Sometimes I don't even want to talk to you

But yet...I do want to talk, I do want to work things out

I want to make everything all better

But so many words and actions jump in the way

We start to get even more angry and frustrated

But how can I explain

The way I feel inside how much I want the old you back

I wish I could just whisper in your ear that I love you

Go on fun filled dates

Hold hands down the street

But all of this had to happen

What did ever happen?

One day were fine and in love

The next, it's like we never even knew each other

I wanna be with you alone

But will I then let my guard down?

And say or do something to bring even more anger

You are so very important to me

I miss you and me laughing and having a good time

What did happen? Please let me know

Do you hate me, or was this a big mistake?

I need to know, I need to know now

Are we in love or just playing games?

I just want to smile once again.

<3 Alishia

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